may i have a pair of wings??或者，继续走下去？
Saturday, March 18, 2006
1:06 AM
may i have a pair of wings? pls?
so that i can fly to a place where, there is no trouble or suffering, pain or emptiness..
to a place so far, so high, where i can almost embrace the stars, a place where stars are my only companions.
to a place where u 'l not vomit out wat u eat or can't even taste food cause u'l have the urge to vomit instantly, a place where u won't feel terriblily hungry yet u can't eat cos u'l puke
to a place where headache does not exist and haunt u everyday
to a place where i can't really think, where nightmare doesn't exist at all?
i'm weird, crazy, noisy, talkative, childish, loser, coward, weak, troublemaker, useless, low self esteem, can u, the reader find more? possiblily..
this world, mayb if i mia is a gd idea huh? a more quiet and peaceful world?
wat is yiki? how does this thing change thru time? bad to worse? like wat the guy say" wah, you have been in here for so long le, can play until like that only ah" so, this thing, start to run, fast, but apparently, still can't run away from its state of uselessness..if this thing doesn't exist at all, hmm, mayb our dear earth is a better world, hor? this place, where izzt? sounds far, but to fly there , quite near..
izzt it great, flying in the darkest and coldest night, where the warmth of the small little star and moon ray can be felt.
can u feel it? i think i can.
but, wat 'm i thinking? wat 'm i doing? i dunno , i dunno , idunno!!
so confused, who'm i, wat 'm i , wati'm doing here ?
dreaming, yes, it must be.. its time to wake up lor
sleepy, tired, the above entry is written by such a soul, so is written to be ignored and need not be cared.
if i have the wings, i won't fly, cos i can't , i shouldn't. the place is yet to go.
i should still walk, with confidence, be useful, normal.
God, pls walk, jog, and run with me, back to who i am and should be
i am strong, when i'm on your shoulder, u raise me up to more than i can be我愿意爱，因为上帝先爱我们我要继续走下去，因主啊， 你为我而死。学习你的行为，作盐作光， 尽我本分。虽然我软弱，但有你与我同行，我做得到
kei zai was here.
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